Sorry it has been so log, everyone, I am in Florida now, moved back home, going to try to make a go of it with my hubby. Me and my mom have been talking a lot for the first time ever, and I really am enjoying getting to know the side of her I did not know before. For a 61 tr. old woman, she is a looker and classy, and we are going on a cruise to jamaica and a few other places and it will be the first time me and my mom have ever been one on one since I was a child. I am discovering how wrong my judgments of her were, and to stick to working on my own self, and give a lot less time to judging to judging others. I am really looking forward to spending more time with her!

Do you ever wish you could go back to being a kid, and be a better one? Every since my dad died last year, I think of a lot of things I would have said and done differently, with both my parents. I did try to do better, actually I do alright, but I hate that I never did good enough when I could have done better, growing up, and not give my parents so much pain and aggravation. being a preachers kid is hard to be, just because every screw up you make comes back on your parents.  I was so jealous of the times when half the church would come over after church, and all I remember now, is how much my parents loved it, the hanging out and singing. You can have no idea how much I would like to go back to those days and do it differently.When you are a teen,you tend to just focus on yourself and the opposite sex.Is there anything you would have done different, if you could? Do you ever wonder if you are raising your kids right and making them feel loved and happy? I do, a lot.